I’VE LIVED MY LIFE SHROUDED AND CLOUDED IN FEAR. BUT TODAY I’M TAKING IT BACK, STARTING NEW FROM HERE.Tumblr (3.0; @saidtheraven-nevermore)http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/I knew it would come to this, but deep down I hoped it wouldn&#8217;t. I feel like crying because I...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/47347943001http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/47347943001Sun, 07 Apr 2013 01:58:54 -0500painful woesMy journal pagespoeYou have no name and there is no way I can refer to you by a name. 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Stop thinking about you in *any* way possible because...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/42739524767http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/42739524767Sun, 10 Feb 2013 02:30:18 -0600mr. specialMy journal pagesdreamsSometimes I wonder where you are and if it was true what you said to me&#8230;                      ...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/40322821029http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/40322821029Sat, 12 Jan 2013 01:42:00 -0600promisesMy journal pagesLion<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_40322708149" src="http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/40322708149/audio_player_iframe/saidtheraven-nevermore/tumblr_mgi5a8zAJK1rez557?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fsaidtheraven-nevermore%2F40322708149%2Ftumblr_mgi5a8zAJK1rez557" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><em><strong>Blood </strong>||</em>The Middle East</p> </blockquote>http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/40322708149http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/40322708149Sat, 12 Jan 2013 01:39:44 -0600the middle eastbloodmusicself titled&#8220;Thanks&#8221; that&#8217;s all I got.I wanted to hurl the phone across the room, cut my...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/39371645648http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/39371645648Tue, 01 Jan 2013 02:56:58 -0600confusions and delusionsMy journal pagesSirSpecial.  It keeps replaying over my mind. Special. Especial.  spe·cial (adjective)...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/37774084972http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/37774084972Wed, 12 Dec 2012 00:21:48 -0600words words wordsMy journal pagesmr. special“You will hear thunder and remember me, And think: she wanted storms. The rim Of the sky will...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/34549836733http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/34549836733Mon, 29 Oct 2012 00:55:36 -0500poetry snippetpoetryanna akhmatovaI long for a light caress Across my skin                     my hands                               ...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/34468105590http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/34468105590Sun, 28 Oct 2012 00:15:50 -0500My journal pagesmusings and tears<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_34467803623" src="http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/34467803623/audio_player_iframe/saidtheraven-nevermore/tumblr_mcl7nt3ERc1rez557?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fsaidtheraven-nevermore%2F34467803623%2Ftumblr_mcl7nt3ERc1rez557" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><em>Arrival of the Birds</em><strong>||</strong>The Cinematic Orchestra</p>http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/34467803623http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/34467803623Sun, 28 Oct 2012 00:09:29 -0500the cinematic orchestraarrival of the birdsthe crimson wingdisney naturemusicsoundtrackSometimes it comes off as a seething pain. Not searing, seething. Not a pain that sears through me...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/33477630418http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/33477630418Fri, 12 Oct 2012 23:51:00 -0500feelingsdisappointmentsMy Journal PagesI think I like someone and I really don&#8217;t want to like them. But I think I&#8217;m just...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/32244384170http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/32244384170Mon, 24 Sep 2012 22:23:00 -0500Mr. MaMy Journal Pages<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_31301605878" src="http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31301605878/audio_player_iframe/saidtheraven-nevermore/tumblr_ma5sa07eKF1rez557?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fsaidtheraven-nevermore%2F31301605878%2Ftumblr_ma5sa07eKF1rez557" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><em><strong>Golden Slumbers</strong>||The Beatles</em></p> </blockquote>http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31301605878http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31301605878Mon, 10 Sep 2012 19:06:00 -0500the beatlesgolden slumbersabbey roadmusicWoke up with you imprinted on my mind. A dream. A field trip? A get together? Details never...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31181418544http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31181418544Sun, 09 Sep 2012 00:47:00 -0500mr. madreamsMy Journal Pages<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwhu9xhUjG1qkf18zo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31147469256http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31147469256Sat, 08 Sep 2012 16:00:35 -0500relaxi'm not hereq<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma0kgskIGo1qe1q4to1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://gentlewolves.tumblr.com/post/31104487840/by-subtropical">gentlewolves</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>(by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/expertexper/3593721588">.subtropical</a>)</p> </blockquote>http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31119596712http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31119596712Sat, 08 Sep 2012 07:53:20 -0500calming deep blue seayou frighten mei'm not hereq<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_31107875478" src="http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31107875478/audio_player_iframe/saidtheraven-nevermore/tumblr_ma0noha5gc1rez557?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fsaidtheraven-nevermore%2F31107875478%2Ftumblr_ma0noha5gc1rez557" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><em><strong>Aqueous Transmission</strong>- Incubus  </em></p> </blockquote>http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31107875478http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31107875478Sat, 08 Sep 2012 00:38:41 -0500incubusAqueous Transmissionmorning viewmusicI get my hopes up too much.  I can&#8217;t help it.  If their is even the slightest, I&#8217;ll jump...http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31107336436http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/31107336436Sat, 08 Sep 2012 00:26:00 -0500words are for memr. maMy Journal Pages<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3d8ynueUr1qc9dowo1_r1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/30858489783http://saidtheraven-nevermore.tumblr.com/post/30858489783Tue, 04 Sep 2012 02:14:24 -0500like chocolate to me